I don't even know what to say anymore. When the infection started I was hopeful. I wanted to help as many people as I could, be some beacon of light in the darkness. Now I see that the light I thought I was is tainted. Shrouded in secrecy and fanaticism, I am enforcing a law that is not agreed to by the people, it is not even discussed with the many people who have the terrible sentencing of life in this hell.
I know not if anyone I help actually wants the help, or if they only suffer through this life because they are unsure if the next will truly be any better. I have taken from people their choice. The choice of what they do with their lives and who they impact, forced people to align themselves with ideals that only a minority of powerful people agree to, is this really any better than it was before this whole ordeal, or is it just more of the same?
I need to speak to others about this, but such a topic makes people anxious and if I dare approach it with someone I don't fully trust it could have cataclysmic aftermath. But people need to see the truth, even if they might not accept it at first, I am sure I cannot be the only one feeling this way. I'm not sure what this all means or if I am right, but I damn well hope i am.
- H. Lewis
I know not if anyone I help actually wants the help, or if they only suffer through this life because they are unsure if the next will truly be any better. I have taken from people their choice. The choice of what they do with their lives and who they impact, forced people to align themselves with ideals that only a minority of powerful people agree to, is this really any better than it was before this whole ordeal, or is it just more of the same?
I need to speak to others about this, but such a topic makes people anxious and if I dare approach it with someone I don't fully trust it could have cataclysmic aftermath. But people need to see the truth, even if they might not accept it at first, I am sure I cannot be the only one feeling this way. I'm not sure what this all means or if I am right, but I damn well hope i am.
- H. Lewis
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